Friday, May 7, 2010

had surgery

I had my gall bladder surgery yesterday. One of the stones they removed was the size of an avocado pit, and that was just one of them. No wonder I was in so much pain. Today it goes from feeling like someone kicked me in the stomach with steel-toed boots to someone went drilling for oil in my stomach, but I'm dealing with it pretty well. They told me that the more I tried to move around and get back to my normal routine the faster I would heal. I'm just looking forward to another three weeks being over (what's left of the recovery time from my edometrial ablazion on the 27th) so I can get back to my "normal" life.

I have been writing. I have a Wicca Workbook I've been trying to write that I have been adding too offline. Being involved in NA has given me reason to get back in touch with my Higher Powers and thus making me want to know more about them. I have been lighting my shrine and meditating almost every day.

I am off from my University of Phoenix Bachelors Degree classes for another four weeks. I am going to take all of that time so that I can rejoin my class that I started with in the next course. That and I need the vacation.

I have been seeing my Therapist on a regular basis. It took him this long to realized that I have a lot of resentments and pent up anger so now he wants to work with me on getting it out in productive ways, like writing. However when I told him about the horror story I had in mind of the man's girlfriend killing off the members of his family that didn't approve of her in sadistic ways he wasn't amused. Hey, it's getting my anger out in my writing, and it's just a story, isn't it?

I haven't been working too much on my Business Management course. I usually work on it on Tuesdays when I go to group therapy all day but I haven't gone for the past two weeks. I will try to at least look at the next section today.

Other than that it's just a matter of taking one day at a time and recovering.

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